Deep within each of us is a hunger and thirst. For some, the feeling is so strong that it never quite is out of mind. For others, the feeling is repressed and hardly noticed, although it remains a part of us. The simple fact is that the very space we take up and all that is around us did not always exist. There was a beginning for space, just as there was a beginning for you and me. We move from one place to another and just as we move through and occupy our particular space, we also move through time. Time did not always exist either; there was a beginning even for time.
It seems there must have been a beginning for everything and everyone. That is what our experience seems to demonstrate. We can think back through time of our own experience – before this child, before this job, before I met my wife or husband, before I left the home of my father and mother – but I cannot think of me before I was conceived. But we know there was a thought of each of us before we were conceived and born. We can imagine our parents dreaming of each of us, even before we were created. And if we can imagine that, we can imagine so much more.
For before there was a universe and before time was created and the “ticking of the clock” began, there was and is and always will be God; God who not only loves, but who is Love. Before there was anything or anyone other than God, who is the “Altogether Other”, He thought of you and He loved you, first as a thought and in life as a person endowed with a spiritual soul. And He has great plans for each of us. The longing – that hunger and thirst within us – is the “longing for God who is our first beginning and our love for Him who is our final end.” St. Augustine, writing of this hunger and thirst said, “Thou movest us to delight in praising Thee; for Thou hast formed us for Thyself, and our hearts are restless till they find rest in Thee.” (St. Augustine, Confessions – Book I. Chapter I.)
The wonder and love that cannot be surpassed ring out in God’s words to the Prophet Jeremiah, “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I dedicated you, a prophet to the nations I appointed you.” (Jeremiah 1:5)
Lord, may each of come to know and embrace your love. What more could we want?
